I wish you could have realized how special you were. I’m so sorry for getting mad at you for cranking up the Sarah McLachlan and spilling the Red Bull in the TT on my birthday the last time I saw you. I’d torch my entire kingdom, and that goddamned car, (that you’d probably finally say I deserved) to have five more minutes with you; to be able to call you for advice when shit went sideways. I know it’s your birthday and I’m selfish and I won’t ever get my combo from Krystal at 5 am without a battle but I miss you so much I wish you were here getting old and cynical and insane with me because that’s where you were supposed to be. You Mexican. Dammit.
Nothing you would take, everything you gave…
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