Good Lord, where does it end. What the fuck is the point? And why do I keep doing any of it.

This damned blog. I’ve been over here shouting into the abyss about shit for so long. Coming back and reading it all again. Considering doing away with the whole thing so many times like somehow the blog is perpetuating the bullshit but also screaming about how consistent I am.


There’s so little magic compared to the level of madness. If you really think about it, it’s all just madness in the end. Throw Liam into the equation and it’s full on insanity. But then there is Jeffrey. He brings all the sunshine, peace and love. He also locks eyes with me and I’m just like, no, I don’t know why I had to blow our once peaceful existence to the moon.

I know you’re not well, sweet cat. I’m sorry for every moment you didn’t feel safe to be on my lap. I wanted you there. Thank you for being my gypsy, my ride or die for all the years.

 

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