So many posts I felt or started in the few brief moments I had to myself this past year and couldn’t stay awake to finish are my 44th birthday gift. And my breath. And the fact that my body is somehow still in tow… Chick-a-boom. https://youtu.be/fq4VHd4Azuk?si=PUct7UZNfrLuRtZl
This damned blog. I’ve been over here shouting into the abyss about shit for so long. Coming back and reading it all again. Considering doing away with the whole thing so many times like somehow the blog is perpetuating the bullshit but also screaming about how consistent I am. There’s so little magic compared to […]
Here’s why: It falls off after he talks about, “at least I know where I’m going.” My brain has gone in five million directions in the last 12 hours. That’s not an overstatement for most days or most seconds of the days. Everything feels so fucking big and everything feels so dietro casa and I […]
It’s been a minute. He’s three now. He’s so three. He’s epic three but his heart is pure and that’s fine by me. But perhaps that is past tense and perhaps that’s my fault. The only thing I ever wanted to do was to give my son love and maybe I’ve done that in excess, […]
I’m waiting on a client’s files to upload and I’m so tired I can’t even begin the novel about how wonderful the past two years have been with my son but I know it belongs here, pinned to the top of the “magic” category. He is the most awesome, fantastical kid I’ve ever seen. […]
1 c. of self duplication 1 egg 18 months of milk Bake for 9 months at 375° Frosting: 3 c. Powered sugar 1 c. abandonment 3/4 c. denial 1/4 c. cream cheese 3 tbsp. terror Dash of salt
